I'm not a writer, I just write

This isn't really so I can show off any talent (trust me), or let people know who I am. I want to have an outlet, hence the name of this blog and I usually need one after hours...you get the idea. My bud has recently started a blog because, unlike me, he is chock full of talent. After seeing his blog though, I got to thinking, "What a swell concept! Writing, saving, adding. Nice." So, here I am. Some pretty heavy stuff is unraveling in my life as of now, but that isn't my concern. My general lack of response is my problem. Got a friend who is very much not happy with life and needs my help, plus college is a B, and money is nonexistent.

And yet...optimism and nonchalance. Is this me, or am I some freaky repressed chick who, in forty years, will explode emotionally and end up on the news late one night for running through the streets screaming about past emotional baggage that haunts my dreams? Possible. But as long as I am slightly sad, mad, hurt, or any icky feeling pops into my psyche, you best believe I'm gonna let that shit right out the bag. Then maybe reporters will have some history on crazy-baggage-chick on that fateful night.

It won't be all bad however because that isn't fun for anyone. Please note, happiness is not restricted from this area, but will be a main feature. Because, if I'm being totally honest, I'm a pretty happy person. With possible repression, but I'm obviously addressing it. I might also write random short excerpts from movies and stories that are in my head. So, if you want to...enjoy.